Thursday, May 12, 2005

CrossRoads

How many times in our lives we were in a situation , forced in making a decision.I always likes to keep my options open. whether in college for groups, or organising something or even in a trip for sightseeing. Other may feel my indecisiveness on their nerves but atleast i will be clear of my options and will keep life going. Similar attitude i carried at tejas. Somehow i didn't like the job (a lot of reason to that, least blammable is the job itself). but still stuck to tejas, comforting myself of domain knowledge i will get , growth in small company all those self affirming stuffs.Then when reality of retarded growth stuck me after a year, i started looking out options i was always thinking. i always thought of an option of doing an MBA thru CAT in any of the IIMs and to climb the ladder. Now i am in a fix. Preparing for CAT means involing myself deeply into it, full concentration on preparation which mean sticking to Tejas till CAT. But the risk with it also worried me. But what other option i have that can give me a equivaluable return, also needs to be looked.SO i was having CAT / or shifting to other "GOOD" job as options. Now i am in a fix. Its time to take a decision . i can't travel in both roads as Time for preparing for CAT is less. Otherwise i should lookout for a good job immediately. what to do ????. SOme how these lines always bother me

And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful
than the risk it took to blossom.